slowly separating
like an abandoned canoe at sea
you gradually drift
finally washed up and devoured by waves
is our distance
return, come back to me
as i should forever chain you to my dock.
my arms are longing for your body to hold
forever and ever
and i would never let go
my foot is creeping toward yor leg, but it wants to be closer
my fingers are tingling for you rside to stroke
the palm of my hand is what you're prefers
it wants are finger tips to dance to their own beat
and allow my body to capture your scent.
the feelings stirring me up by ThePurpleSunflower, literature
Literature
the feelings stirring me up
i had a box
a little glass box that was perfect
there wasn't a noticeable
scratch, smear, or smudge on my box
i had a glass lid on my box
underneath this lid was a clear blue sky
my clear blue sky came with
golden sunshine and dragonflies
sunshine that i hoped to keep forever
i had a little daisy dust kept in my box
just for the touch orf personality
i had the scent of laughter and smiles in my box
i had all these perfect wonders in my box
until the lid of the box unlatched
all the amazing wonders raised and got mixed
with hatred, blood, sickness and a dark cold night
my box is no longer perfect
the walls of my box are crum
poetry over cellphones. by ThePurpleSunflower, literature
Literature
poetry over cellphones.
rhythm rhythm rhythm
approach me gently
begin to overwhelm the drum of my ear
bathe my soul
soothe me
for your sound is all i wish to hear
rhythm rhythm rhythm
come closer within
sink into my esophagus
then reach my eyes
shake me with fear
allow me to cry
rhythm rhythm rhythm
your beat is all i need to feel
now overtake my body
allow me to dance
play with my limbs
shake my head
rhythm is you.
turn your heart upside right. by ThePurpleSunflower, literature
Literature
turn your heart upside right.
A picture of smiling faces means nothing at all.
No, not if the scene behind the glass lense is all
a rehearsed act of frowns and pessimistic minds
She who walks with red hearts flipped over,
but smiles for show,
fakes no one but her audience alone.
This act is old and played and the camera is off so
Speak up! Speak up!
and open your heart, body, mind and soul.
as
A picture of smiling faces means nothing at all.
No, not if the scene behind the glass lense is all
a rehearsed act of frowns and pessimistic minds
Rays of Sunshine, Dry My Tears by ThePurpleSunflower, literature
Literature
Rays of Sunshine, Dry My Tears
During science class, I didnt mean to cry
But the tears fell from my eyes without any force at all.
And I lowered my head, because
I wanted to be unseen, and I hoped to be unheard.
But I knew people were watching
And I couldnt help but express my feeling.
My eyes were over-filled clouds, and maybe it
Just needed to storm a little bit,
And I didnt hold back.
But the best part about this storm,
was the gorgeous lightning that stroke bright.
I felt your subtle hair brush across my arm at first,
and knew it had to be you,
And not to my surprise, you were already sitting right there,
right beside me.
Then next,
slowly separating
like an abandoned canoe at sea
you gradually drift
finally washed up and devoured by waves
is our distance
return, come back to me
as i should forever chain you to my dock.
Her hair blew along with the wind
As she raced through the tall, grassy, green field.
Her worn out brown boots escaped from her feet
But she didn't care.
She kept running with one idea wrapped in her mind
At the end of this field, she would find a different land
A land where no problems were found.
She followed the dancing sugar plum fairies,
Candy Cane Forests, and unicorns that were surley in the land ahead.
She kept running ascertained that this was all true.
All of a sudden she was tripped by a large, gray rock.
She found her face
Nose, eye, lip and all the rest deep into the rich fertile soil.
Slowly, she found the strengeth
Music of the Spring by ThePurpleSunflower, literature
Literature
Music of the Spring
I stood near my window and
Listened to the pitter patter of the raindrops.
I moved the curtain and watched this time,
My face pressed against the window.
I leaned back then smiled at the fog I created.
I doodled a picture of what I call a sunny day.
Then I dropped upon my bed.
I listened to the music of spring.
Back down, ears up, as I lay.
Bleeding words of ecstasy
Deep into the page
The ink marked its territorry
My fingers left the batting cage.
Now in the outfield
Recording words on the paper without my permission
Something is now revealed,
My frenzy of poetic inspiration.
Scribbling much faster then before
Then pen is taking control of my paper.
When I look upon the page
There, appears letters galore.
My hand is willing to come to a near end.
But the problem is that my fingers
Are forever glued to the pen.
Your hands press against mine like thorns of a rose (they used to fit perfectly into mine like two corresponding pieces to a puzzle) and your words pierce right through me like a shard of glass, stiffening up my lungs and stealing the breath right out of me.
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Your tears fall like the first snow of winter, making me freeze in place; unable to do anything but sit by idly and watch you break into a million pieces (the beauty of winter's first snow) happen right before my guilt-ridden eyes.
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Sometimes I'll stare into your eyes and watch them fill up with hurt, just so I will have someone to relate with. (You broke my heart just as
I can't tell you who I am.
Afraid who want like me.
I'm afraid you'll be disappointed in me.
And runaway like you never knew me.
And to tell you this isn't really me,
Would be like diving into my personal
Hell forever.
Cause right now I'm the perfect girl.
Who you brag about.
But only I know how I really feel.
Empty, un-emotional, feeling so unreal.
Like no one even knows me.
I'm just afraid to show you the real me.
Dip into me and lose youre faith
Swallow me whole and lose all desire
I am not what once was yours
I have swollen to masses beyond your reach
All brackish and invidious I steal your heart and become your master
The sips of my body fill your need and expose your antiquation
Do not look up to me I am not for youre pondering o man of liars kin of filth
You are nothing of what once was
And your flavors have faded into the tides meeting of the shore
Where once there was a defined path now is the gradient of uncertainty
Wash away and leave me to my gulls
Commit to the sun and evaporate to my clouds
Fly my mistake
Tons of times before
i've cried a thousand times plus more
my new intention is to simply not care anymore.
I can no longer let these things get to my head
and out of all the things you've said,
they've all turned out a lie.
i hope you can understand why everytime i think of you i sigh
only a fade memory you are--
at the top of my heart you aren't even kept.
old letters, not a postcard, pictures, and things you've drawn are all thats left.
of me, you, us, and how things used to be
but we can no longer pretend.
i want you to see how you've damaged me mentally
and it's sad, you dont even know i write
not a clue about my life,
i recently decided that :
-im going to move to california after i finish school(:
-i like having a debit card.
-i actually like winter. it's really mysterious and eerie, it makes you want to feel,
it gives you sense of being when the snow falls and the wind hurts.
-i need to catch up on writing.
-though i like winter, i want spring. comeeeee.
-february is my favorite month but, my birthday is in july.
hey, happy thanksgiving.
this is stupid.
whatever. i'm staying in my room away from the kitchen this year.
last year, i cried at the site of the poor turkey, and the liver and heart yanked out of it.
it was so sad.
well, i learned my lesson.
wish i updated something better than a random journal.
whatever, have a great break(:
hmmmmm. well summer break is ovahhhhh.
the first day of school was overwhelming, and i didnt particuarly like it.
my bus failed at taking us home..
loads of chaos.
nice.
hopefully, it'll get better?